Life is a roller coaster!!Ronan Keating’s smash hit song!!!! One moment I'm up… and the next I come plummeting down to the ground at speeds deemed impossible by physicists. Sometimes I fill with joy and excitement and the other moment m exhausted and knocked out…..That’s life…I am happy that I figured out that on my own…..
I have always been thrilled at not knowing what's around the next corner. The thrill of not knowing what I'm gonna knock into - maybe a closed door, maybe a broom or maybe just fall into a bush with thorns for good measure.I definitely love this uncertainly ….. And I've had the same outlook for larger things in life – school courses, career, love-life, a larger bush. Sorry for the screwed up things…but that’s what I do..I try ..I fall…I again try….M discovering life on my own….It’s been now 6 yrs I left home…………worked at pune n Delhi……done a stint with McDonalds and HCL….But Still life’s teaching me everyday….still I find myself helpless at many corners…Still I walk in rains…just to cry!!!!
In my Biochemistry experiments, I was always told – change one variable at a time. That's what makes the change easy to understand and control. But at this point in my life, suddenly EVERYTHING is changing and all of these aspects HAVE to work out just right. I'm taking all the tests at the same time - and this time around I didn't get any preparatory leave and no one's offering grace marks! And I have nobody to Show me some cheat papers!!!!
I claim to be busy. And, I am. But, I think my mind is busier than my brain. I analyze, brood, dream, repent, anticipate, encourage, respect and blame myself. When I'm done with that, I try to go out in rain n wash out my feelings……You know ,Too much of a feeling is not good…doesn’t matter whether it’s good or bad.
it’s raining and I think I should drive back home…..M already feeling happy about the journey….Will get to see new grasses at sector garden…… I think M gonna stay here and survive….
I have always been thrilled at not knowing what's around the next corner. The thrill of not knowing what I'm gonna knock into - maybe a closed door, maybe a broom or maybe just fall into a bush with thorns for good measure.I definitely love this uncertainly ….. And I've had the same outlook for larger things in life – school courses, career, love-life, a larger bush. Sorry for the screwed up things…but that’s what I do..I try ..I fall…I again try….M discovering life on my own….It’s been now 6 yrs I left home…………worked at pune n Delhi……done a stint with McDonalds and HCL….But Still life’s teaching me everyday….still I find myself helpless at many corners…Still I walk in rains…just to cry!!!!
In my Biochemistry experiments, I was always told – change one variable at a time. That's what makes the change easy to understand and control. But at this point in my life, suddenly EVERYTHING is changing and all of these aspects HAVE to work out just right. I'm taking all the tests at the same time - and this time around I didn't get any preparatory leave and no one's offering grace marks! And I have nobody to Show me some cheat papers!!!!
I claim to be busy. And, I am. But, I think my mind is busier than my brain. I analyze, brood, dream, repent, anticipate, encourage, respect and blame myself. When I'm done with that, I try to go out in rain n wash out my feelings……You know ,Too much of a feeling is not good…doesn’t matter whether it’s good or bad.
it’s raining and I think I should drive back home…..M already feeling happy about the journey….Will get to see new grasses at sector garden…… I think M gonna stay here and survive….
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